Monday, October 12, 2009

nesting...

So you always hear about it and read about when a pregnant lady is nearing the end of her pregnancy she starts a nesting stage. I never really thought I would go through it, but I find myself anxious about getting everything done and ready RIGHT NOW!!! we are still waiting on a house so still living with my parents so our room we're trying to make space for a baby for now and its no easy job. Tanner works all day and has school all night and homework I can't have his help all the time and I feel so helpless since I can only lift and do so much. It gets intense that I actually start shaking because I want to do something and I can't. Oh another joy of pregnancy! ha ha... only 4 weeks left of being pregnant and then i'll have a son who will rely on me 100 percent. I'm a bit scared I won't be good enough but I'm also so so so excited to being a mommy!

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